ive been gone for too long, AND IM FINALLY BACK ONLINE
I left alot of these sites alone because i thought i had it bad, i thought i was this miserable little shit who has all this shit wrong with him, and needs evryones attention.

Well, i took a long time to think bout that, and damn...i was pathettic and i need to change what the hell i was doing, and thays what i did..


My life is only going to be what im willing to make of it, my life is only going to reflect the amount of effort im willing to put into it, and ive changed myself, the old josh, the pathetic, complaining, useless, always complaining piece of shit i used to be is long gone and never coming back, this is the new me, and this is the way i shouldve been from the start


And to my friends, whom i havent taslked to in a while, and to anyone who i kno that reads this...Im sorry that you had to put up with the old me, im sorry you had to deal with all my shit.none of that shit will happen ne more, cause the new josh is incharge and im a whole new person